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Saturday, May 12, 2012

I am exhausted and relieved. Tonight was our (symphony's) final concert of the season. I am absolutely wiped out and relieved that the season is over. Now the hard part comes (channeling Nancy Reagan) and I have to decide...was this my last concert?
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I have until October to decide. All season long, I was determined that this would be my last; I just need the time back. But, tonight, on that stage... I really think that I will miss having music in my life (this is my last "real" outlet). I know I will miss performing. Why does this have to be so hard? No, I refuse to put my big girl panties on and make a decision....at least for now. I have time. I know by October, I'll miss it.

For now, I'm gonna let my feet recover. I wore a long formal and sneakers! I thought that would help my feet and I'm sure that it actually did, but boy are they killing me.

Goodnight ya'll!
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  • TALULAX-
    The stage is a hard one to leave. Like you said you have time to decide. emoticon
    3356 days ago
  • SPLASHDOG1
    That is quite a big decision. I would definitely give it some time and space before deciding. I always used to think it would be kind of fun to be in one of those string quartets that went around playing weddings and such. Of course I used to play the tenor sax so that wasn't really an option! maybe a jazz quartet! I love string music though, I'm sure whether you decide it's time to move on now or in ten years you will miss it.
    3361 days ago
  • 1CRAZYDOG
    Awwww, hugs. It's always so difficult to contemplate a big change! You're right . . . think about it awhile.

    Meanwhile, LOVE the mental picture of a formal with sneakers!!!! I did that @ my wedding. Wedding dress with lacey sneakers @ the reception. Kinda like in FATHER OF THE BRIDE (LOVE that movie!)

    Have a wonderful day and HUGS. You'll know what's right as time goes on.
    3362 days ago
  • ANDYLIN90
    Ohhhh, all that applause, the attention, the instruments all coming together to make beautiful music...I would think this is going to be a very difficult decision. I am not musical at all, but the idea of performing is very tantalizing to me. Good luck in whatever you decide.
    3362 days ago
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