Saturday, May 12, 2012
I am exhausted and relieved. Tonight was our (symphony's) final concert of the season. I am absolutely wiped out and relieved that the season is over. Now the hard part comes (channeling Nancy Reagan) and I have to decide...was this my last concert?
I have until October to decide. All season long, I was determined that this would be my last; I just need the time back. But, tonight, on that stage... I really think that I will miss having music in my life (this is my last "real" outlet). I know I will miss performing. Why does this have to be so hard? No, I refuse to put my big girl panties on and make a decision....at least for now. I have time. I know by October, I'll miss it.
For now, I'm gonna let my feet recover. I wore a long formal and sneakers! I thought that would help my feet and I'm sure that it actually did, but boy are they killing me.