Moativation train

Saturday, May 12, 2012

So this weekend is my birthday, techquinly it's monday and sunday is mothers day (and as much as I want to be a mom) I'm not a mom so today is kinda my day. I used to love birthday and would get all excited. I have come to the age when I can say I don't like birthdays. It's just a reminder in life of all the things I wanted to happend by this age but hasn't... well that was my thought yesterday today I woke up and made myself go to the gym. That is where I do most of my blog thinking.

I thought you know I just have to keep the moment up, like a train. I'm worried about eating dinner tonight cause my aunt will bring my favorite dip and my grandma will make homemade ice and my mom will make my favorite cake. But I've rationed it out and I think I will be okay. I made a meal plan that keeps within my calories. I even got out of bed withouth the snooze and hit the gym. I decided I liked the gym better on saturday morning. The people who just want to be healthy are there not the people who are stick figures or have deep muscles. I had quick work out (I have to work today) but was able to do everything I planned. I found an awesome recipe that is like rice pudding (which I loved and was arfraid to loose) and I got to eat it with break along with a strawberry banna smoothie with strawberries from my garden. So far the day is going great.

Birthday wise we are going to look at a new truck to pull the boat better, I have a bid on the house next door so I can fix up the slum they call a house and I get to see my family. Most of all I may be turning 26 and have no kids and still not decided on a career but I have the best husband and dogs and family a women could ask for. It's amazing the things you want in life is not always what God gives you.
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    Thought I'd check in a sy so far so good. Besides for a nap I ate a good lunch and breakfast. I got a lot done at work and just waiting for the party. Maybe not realy smart but I even found a healthier lunch so I can eat more tonight.
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    Happy birthday! I hope you enjoy your special day today.
    2506 days ago
    I really hope you have a happy birthday. It sounds like you have a smart plan in place to face the challenge of the treats. I'm saying a quick prayer for you that I hope you will get to celebrate Mother's Day as a mother soon. I firmly believe that everything happens for a reason and I hope that when you are ready to be a Mom everything will come together easily for you. emoticon
    2506 days ago
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