What I want (and don't want)
Thursday, May 10, 2012
I don't want to worry about my weight.
I don't want to track my food or my exercise.
I want to be healthy.
I want to be able to keep up with hubby & the girls.
I want to go on walks & enjoy nature.
I want to be strong.
I want to feel good about my body.
I don't want to feel like I'm a failure if I don't exercise one day.
I don't want to feel like a failure if I eat cheesecake.
I want to enjoy my life.
I want to enjoy food... mostly healthy food, but an occasional treat too.
I want to look good in a swimsuit, but I don't need to be the hottest mom at the pool.
I want to live a healthy & active lifestyle.
I want to meet my Spark friends in person & give them all big hugs.
I don't want to worry about calories in/calories out.
I want to drink Mountain Dew & coffee (in moderation).
I want my allergies & asthma to be under control.
I want to be able to run.
I want to be happy.
I want to be me.
I am still going to Spark, but I probably won't be on here every day. I feel like my weight has taken over my life... and I'm not even overweight. I need to stop beating myself up for not being perfect. I am good enough. I am not going to track unless I feel like it.