May 8, 2012- Bad choices
Tuesday, May 08, 2012
I'm angry with myself. I resisted and then I gave in to 6 peanut butter cookies the girls and I made this afternoon. I am a sucker for cookies. They don't last long in our house. WHY OH WHY did I give in??!!! Where is my motivation? Where is my determination? Why do I always tell myself that 'I will exercise more tomorrow?' Why do I compromise?? I've been doing well. I was at 127 and made a goal of 125 and now I am going the wrong way on the scale and my clothes don't fit like they used to. I permanently gave up donuts, chips and Moo Lattes. I have been doing really well with staying away from such unhealthy foods. I don't like this. I've been working on self discipline in the eating area. What is my problem? Why can't I get control?? HELP!! I don't know what I am doing wrong. I need more help. I need other suggestions. I need an accountability partner or partners.... one or two people whom I can be accountable every day. Anyone want to help me? Anyone want to hold me personally accountable each and every day? Groups are nice, but not everyone can develop a personal relationship. I need someone to develop a personal relationship/friendship with to help me be accountable; someone to talk to personally when I'm struggling. There must be someone here to help me.