I am having a very bad day.
Wednesday, May 02, 2012
Other than my drunk-brunch extravaganza on Sunday (ok my bad on that, won't happen again, and I trimmed enough calories since then to make up for it), I have been on top of things for the last week and a half. I have definitely been getting LOTS of veggies and fruits in, even making a point to exercise more than usual (ok that just means at all, but worth something!) I step on the scale this morning and it shows that I am up a tiny bit. I know it is JUST a tiny bit. I know that in a couple days I might be down 2 lbs and who knows what reason the scale had for not exactly budging... But I can't help but feel horribly disappointed and depressed over it. I'm so tired of being overweight, and so mad that it doesn't just GO AWAY. And I know it took 2 years to put on, so really, even if it takes 6 months to take off, that's a great accomplishment blabbidy blah. SIGH.
Whatever. I feel gross. I was so excited to weigh in this morning too.
And I had a fight with my person this morning. So mad.