Feeling off this week.
Wednesday, May 02, 2012
Well I a having a hard time this week. Dealing with applications and waiting on calls for part time evening work. So stressful. And my workouts have suffered.
Im feeling down because I have to get another job and just ready to give up on my weightloss, because it is just NOT happening, and Im not losing like I should be. So I am stressed about those two things. And Im also getting stressed with my job because I have soooo much more work than I used to. DH did give me a massage on Monday, so that helped some. I feel like my relationship with my husband is taking a hit, because I have alot of stress. He is getting less attention. And I just dont know where to go from here.
I just keep thinking its (weight loss) just not meant to be.............
Sorry to be down, but I stayed off of spark because I didnt want to bring anyone else down.