Why does it have to be so hard
Sunday, April 29, 2012
Okay I'm on a rean tonight. I feel like trying to weight consumes my life. I have to worry about calories and carb count I have to plan a head on meals and make sure I have the right ingredients. I have to make sure I eat at the right time and eat the right amound. Don't get me started about measuring everything. I'm a fairly good cook. I don't even measure ingredints in most of my meals. Then their is the fitness. I work 12 hours a day during the week and then I have to worry about my meals and my husbands. Some how I'm suppose to find time to work out. Don't get me wrong I love to work out I just don't know when.
I want to loose the weight and I will continue to try in hopes that some day it will be easy. I just hope I can get enough support to continue going. Last time I lasted a little less then a month. I want to make a life style change so it isn't so hard.