Yay! Today is Friday!
Friday, April 27, 2012
I was surprised at how much walking my son and I got in yesterday. I walked like 11K steps yesterday. How cool is that? I didn't eat vegetables or fruit, so I can't be so proud of myself about being so happy I am making progress...wait, Yes, I can. I stayed in my caloric range. I did meet many of my nutritional goals. I walked a whole lot too. I will always need to do something better, and I am one step toward that direction.
On the other side....
Spiritually speaking. I had this a-ha moment today. I don't remember which devotional said this but I'll skip that and tell ya what it said. What would you differently if you had forever on your mind? Tyler's death made me think about what really matters in life. Am I chasing after the wind or am I chasing after what truly matters in my life's abilities as a Christian. I like to say I am lacking what really matters. I do think that I have room for growth, and I won't know until God calls me home what completion looks like.
Did you know....
o I don't feel afraid to die? I think when God calls me home I won't give it a second thought. I might fret over leaving my son. I am sure I will be concerned for how he will feel. Yet, I am still not afraid. I know the Lord will work through my passing.
o I don't fear dying and leaving my son alone? God knows what He has plans for in my lifetime, and, if God chose for me to pass away, I am sure God will heal and comfort my son's heart. I don't want to die just yet, don't get me wrong.
0 I am puzzled on why I am thinking so much about this...
o I am beyond tired.