Don't know if I am coming or going...

I think I went. No, I think I lost it!


My schedule/routine what ever you want to call it is so messed up right now. I am struggling to find "Me Time." Today I was so off kilter that I had to work out after work and making those workouts around the schedule at my gym. We have 2 pools and Women's pool and a Co-ed Pool, each with different schedules for water aerobics. Well, this puppy was way to tired to do an aerobics class. I would have drowned.

Did get 2 hours of pool workouts in though and happy to say my stress levels plummeted.

Proud of myself that I am still doing the basics that have gotten me this far. I still squeeze in my exercise. I make sure I drink 12+ glasses of water a day. Track my food faithfully. Eating raw certainly cuts down on food prep time. Now all I need to do is find some more hours in the day for some "Me Time."

I feel like I am a robot. I eat, sleep, work, and go to the gym. No time for anything else right now. Have I mentioned I am single and have to take care of no one but myself. I can top that, I don't have to commute to my job. I just need to take a short walk to my home office in the other room. I am fortunate enough that for the present I am able to telecommute. I only have to go into my office, which is an hour away just when we have a mandatory meeting.

My Sparking time has been cut drastically. Some of you have written to me about my not blogging every day. I am too tired and nothing to to say because all I do is work. It's pathetic. My girlfriend calls and asks what is new. Are you kidding me? No time to do anything new. I tell her that I took another route to get to my desk. It was quite scenic and worth the detour. I told her I walked out my front door of the house and came in through the side door. She didn't think it was funny.

Can't complain that right now all I do is work, work, work because I was laid off and out of work for a year and a half. I will persevere and I will stay on track. Not worth self medicating with food because although it would make me feel better immediately, later on I would get more stressed and depressed.

Yup, Travelnista isn't perfect or Wonder Woman and she has those kind of thoughts.