I don't even know her! (I even have pics of her)

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Monday, April 16, 2012

So today I got on our desktop which we haven't used in over a year so I could see if I could find any good before pics of myself. All I have to say is WOW! What an emotional experience that became. As I was going through the pictures all that kept going through my mind was I DONT EVEN KNOW HER! I only have one full body pic of me from my starting weight...its not a good one. But I did start taking pics after about 40lbs gone and even those I can't believe are me.
This is me at my heaviest 372.8lbs

after losing 41lbs made me sad and happy to see this pic
60lbs gone and I still dont know her

84lbs down....

102lbs down....starting to look familiar

134lbs down....yeah I know her

155.3lbs down :o) I like her

163.3 lbs down....holy moly are you sure thats a picture of me?!?!?!

And I have lost 5.5 more pounds since the last pic....I went from not knowing the person I started this journey as to questioning if the person in my current pic is me as well. Its kind of crazy. What a rollercoaster of emotions through all of these far as sad I was ever that way and that i let myself get there and also so very proud of how far I've come and I'm still going! Its been an amazing Journey that will never end even once I hit my goal weight. This is forever! I love being healthy and happy and being the best mom, wife, daughter, sister, and friend I can be! I love that I dont recognize the old me....and the same for the new me....I love being surprised by who I see in the pics! i love living this happy and healthy life. God has provided me with amazing family and friends to cheer me on and support me! I'm so very blessed!
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