Weigh in was...AWESOME!
Thursday, April 05, 2012
So despite what my spark people tracker says I am down from last week! 3pounds (4 after I got rid of the coffee I drank this morning lol). Now I am actually 257 what I have logged into my spark page. I had put it in as 257 (256 after coffee) because I was weighing myself on my friends scale whose was at least 10 pounds off lol. I don't have a scale at home so I have to weigh myself at friend's houses.
If I think back to my highest weight I think it was around 287ish. I remember being that heavy when I found out I was pregnant in December 2010. I thought oh no I am going to be 300 pounds by the end of this pregnancy. I ended up with a miscarriage and at the start of 2011 I was determined to lose weight so I never had to be afraid to be 300lbs ever again. Well life got in the way and 2011 wasn't a good year for weight loss. I tried to be active and eat right but gave up many times. I just didn't have to drive I do now.
All the weight comments in the end of 2011 is what really motivated me to lose weight. I started in January and had a few times I just couldn't do it but one day I just woke up and decided no more excuses.
So with hard work and better eating I am now down to 257! I can't even remember the last time I was in the 50's. I held my breath and was so nervous I hadn't lost any weight. This motivates me to keep going and see how much weight I loose before the next time I am around a scale. Not having a scale is a good thing I think. Not being able to constantly monitor my weight loss and getting discouraged when it said the same. Maybe I want a scale for the times I can't get to one but then again I don't know. Anyways I’m super happy today and ready to keep it up!