Stalling, but happy!
Sunday, April 01, 2012
So, I didn't enter my weight this week because I couldn't weigh on weigh in day. However, I know that I'm not moving down further, because I had weighed all week. I actually went up a tiny bit, and have not broken past the 131 low mark.
I think there are a lot of reasons for this. I could deeply investigate them here, but just know that I'm doing some thinking about it. I've not been in the 130 range for years - maybe it is mental. Maybe it is just that I've not made any new spark goals and that I'm stagnating. There are lots of maybes. However the weirdest thing is this...
I really don't care at the moment.
Here are some reasons why:
1) I'm still working out regularly. Some weeks more than others, but overall? I'm still MUCH more active than I was pre-sparkpeople.
2) I'm well into my healthy BMI, which was huge goal for me.
3) I feel AWESOME! Every day I notice a muscle or a body part that has changed, and I've got that boingy, tight feeling all over that I love.
4) I fit into clothes that I haven't in ages, and I think I look pretty dang good in them too.
So, I'm either plateauing or stagnating or defeating myself or whatever, but I can't get myself hyped up about it. I want to get to 125, but seriously? I'm 6 pounds away. Those last pounds are unlikely to just fall off fast, so I'm thinking patience is a virtue. Either what I'm doing will eventually get me moving again, or it won't. If I have to change in a few weeks, I will, but for now, I'm tracking, exercising, loving my sparkfriends, and feeling pretty much just right in my own skin.