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This is my fault, I am responsible.

Sunday, April 01, 2012

I weighed myself in today: I am back at my starting weight when I restarted the program for a 4th time. I don't really feel like too much of a failure, but I do feel that I have failed myself.
I tell myself all the time that I will work out, and change my lifestyle but I have done very little to do so.
All I have done is make excuses for myself and have wasted my time on this computer looking at 9gag and Facebook for no reason instead of trying to be a part of this community and changing myself for the better.
I am planning to go to college in the fall and have not done any of the paperwork for it. My room is a mess and I hardly have any energy for work because I do not sleep enough.

I have to change, I need to change if I'm going to better myself. I need to stop this horrible cycle that I am putting myself through.

I need to take time and reset my priorities and concentrate on them once and for all. This is the last straw, if I don't fix it this time I have failed myself completely. Every year that has passed I have had a resolution to lose weight, THIS NEEDS to be the year! I have to change and I have to stick to it.
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  • PATTIE441
    You can do it girl! Get back on the workout train and go with it my friend! emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon emoticon All aboard!! We can do it!
    2206 days ago

    Comment edited on: 4/4/2012 8:22:33 AM
    2208 days ago
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