I cant sleep but I am still dreaming awake

Saturday, March 31, 2012

I think it may be because of stress. Even though I am really not showing it too much it is manifesting itself in my sleeping patterns. I have been super tired during the day. I went to bed early around 10pm and woke up at 12am boo. Have not been able to fall back asleep here.

Anyways I got on the scale and I was lower then earlier, 182.6. It hit me, oh wow wait, if i keep this up I will hit my goal. I will be in my 170 or maybe even less by Phoebe's 1st birthday on the 8th of June. Then it hit me I might even hit my July goal if I can just get past 170 of being 160 by my birthday (7/22). That's just crazy. I have never pictured myself pass that. I was about 163 when Angel and I started dating. Of course I will never have the flat bellied 163 body I had back then but whoa I will be 160!!! and if I try to imagine life past 160 my head starts tripping lol. I malfunction.

I am in my day/night dreams here. It is just very exciting. I hope I am just as excited when I get there as I am now just fantasizing about it but I worry when I get there I will still be stuck mentally in 180. Only time will tell.

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  • no profile photo CURVYELVIESAYS
    Start malfunctioning because I think you might even go lower than 160. And who says you won't have a flat belly? It's not written in stone only cuz you have a child you can't have a flat belly. It's been known to happen. Buena Suerte! Stay Curvy! emoticon
    2851 days ago
    You probably will be rejoicing in your new healthy body not the old one.
    2853 days ago
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