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Was feeling better until...

Sunday, March 25, 2012

I saw my reflection in the shop window. My god how on earth did I get so big. I am really emotional today anyhow. Kids not helping out. So much work to do then I feel like this giant frump. I have been doing a CG2: beach body babes I have been eating clean and working out. I do admit that I should be working to a plan and that will start tomorrow. The P90x Insanity hybrid. So I am going to make sure that I am well prepared and every day is done. I just feel like Im going no where. Like the weight is never going to budge and I will just stay like this for ever. I know I need to be patient and just be consistent and I think this is where I have gone wrong in times before. This time I am going to be patient and just keep working at it.
I just look at Jen (Jensfitjourney) and how far she has come She perservered and worked through it to get where she wanted to be. And is living life like this every day but loving it every day. There are so many of you I can go to and get inspiration. That is what I will do check your pages and find my inspiration. Have a great Sunday.
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    You got this gal! emoticon
    2250 days ago
    I can't imagine you appearing "so big," but I know sometimes we feel differently. Consistency really is the key! Just remember that you're doing this to improve your health, both physically and mentally. Good luck!
    2252 days ago
    Try to take every day as a new chance to make the changes you want -only for that day and make healthy choices for that day - rather than looking at a long never ending road in front of you - take baby steps and you will get there.
    You are doing a great job in setting your plans and looking ofr ideas and inspiration from people who are further along the track.
    Remember to have fun every day!!
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    2252 days ago
    Yeah, I think the key really is being consistent and just keep on making healthy choices until you realize they've added up!
    2252 days ago
  • HIL2012
    Hey you! I'm totally feeling like this today too! I really loved your status today, makes me happy to see that you are trying to be positive no matter what. It gives me some hope too! I'm going to check out Jen's page and see if I can find some inspiration as well. There's so many amazing people on SP, it's nice to have that kind of resource to run to when you feel hopeless. I hope your day gets better. Good luck with your P90x, i've heard so many great things about it!

    Hil :)
    2252 days ago
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