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Overwhelmed........I think!!

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

So the husband has contacted me and wants to make things work. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.........just at that point right now!!!

I only have two assignments to finish and I will have my bachelors degree in accounting................proc
why? I am thinking that my stalling is because I am not sure what to do with my life without school in it. I have been here for 4 1/2 years and pretty much have ignored other parts of life like really cleaning the house. Solution I have made a house cleaning schedule now if I can only stick to it...............hmmmmmmmmmmm!

But I think in all honesty I am dragging my feet out of fear. Fear of the unknown, fear of failing to find a job, fear of not losing the weight I want to, fear of going back to the husband and things once again not working out, fear is paralyzing me.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm........guess I need to make a plan and try to stick to it!!!

Plan to work on:

Make weight loss goals

"Schedule" my time to job hunt, housework, me time, exercise, and Spark

Set job hunting goals

Really consider and discuss the marriage aspect-Is that really where I want to be?

This is really a lot to think about as every thing listed will impact my life for the good, bad, or the ugly!!!

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    Courage does not always roar. Sometimes courage is that quiet voice that says I will try again tomorrow.

    Take your time. Look at your assets. There will always be a need for accountants, always. A degree is a wonderful achievement, congratulations, finish those assignments FIRST and go get that diploma! Then you can focus on a job, and then after that you can decide if you want to be married or not.

    Housework will be there when you are done and you can lighten your house and yourself all at the same time.

    Remember, this is worth nothing more that to encourage you to find and take care of yourself. You deserve it.

    2254 days ago
    Wow! You have some thinkin' to do!

    How about visiting a counselor at your school to help? emoticon
    2254 days ago
    I agree Dianna there is much thought that needs to be done and plans to be made with ME and MY needs at the center!!!!!!!! As always thanks for the kindness and food for thought!
    2254 days ago
    Fear is such a powerful emotion and can cause us to take paths that are not the best for us.
    Take time. Ensure that what you need and want are embedded in your decisions. Your needs must be included in any discussions!
    2254 days ago
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