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Friday, March 02, 2012

I don't even know what to type. I just heard that when you are going thru something, if you write about it you feel better. SIGH. That's all I keep doing is just blowing out lots of air!! Is it working, is the blogging working?? No but I will continue to do it anyway. I'm so upset that I can't even show any emotions!! How do you have what I call a breakthru & a disaster all at the same time?? I mean is that even possible...well before I tried to be productive & start my day????

SMH I am truly disgusted. I know its not the end of the world & God has a plan & it even happened for a reason. But man come on.......I just SIGHED AGAIN. I reckon that is how i will spend my evening if something doesn't give. I'm hoping getting on my wii fit board will help or Just Dance. Thing about it, Ive got to clear my head enough to JUST DO IT!!! I don't think I have been this disgusted in a longgggg time.

You know what?!? Enough of the pity party!! Im gonna give it over to God, pray that it is minor, rebuke satan, & keep it moving!! But not before I cry just a little lol!!! I don't even know what to cry about...geesh. How does that happen???

Anywhoo, that was like enough to make my eyes burn but not enough to even run down my face!! Now I'm crazy because I'm laughing!!!! Mayhaps I should hop on the old sewing machine. Pull out a new pattern to cut out or even come up with my own!!! Yeah that's it. SATAN will not get me TODAY!!! Too much to be thankful for already!! Still I feel as if I am going thru some type of mental phase. Bipolar maybe?? Who knows...Good Grief Charlie Brown now I'm angry again!! I tell ya, life's an absolute trip!!!

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    Whatever you are going through it will pass. Getting it out of your system by talking about it and writing it down does help. Hope you have better evening. emoticon
    2542 days ago
    I'm not sure what upset you, but hang in there. Is it something concrete- something that didn't go right? Do you have a mini-TRAMPOLINE? I ALWAYS feel better after jumping on that bad boy anywhere from 5 to 30 minutes, depending on how much time & energy I have.

    Physical activity does help feel better and blow off steam, and/or excess energy when we're feeling really good.

    Very best to you & yours! LIFT EVERY VOICE AND SING ~ TILL EARTH AND HEAVEN RING......

    do a little yoga move... emoticon
    2542 days ago
    You have not given up on yourself. You now know you are the only one that can make it happen for you.

    You have the power to succeed or fail.

    You have chosen to succeed.

    Few baby steps complete a long journey

    Writing is progress!!!

    Janet emoticon
    2542 days ago
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