Ugg, just ugg.
Friday, February 24, 2012
I really really let myself go. I can feel my body bloating. Time to find a tactic that will work with my crazy work schedule. I haven't exercised in months. I have been completely lackadaisical about my diet. I had THREE donuts today. In case you missed that, THREE donuts. Two were spectacularly nummy -- devil's food cake donuts. The Boston Creme was disappointing, I am especially sorry about bat that one. It was not worth the calories. The devil's food donuts were worth it, but I should have stopped at one. We were really good for a while. Planning the meals for the week, packing my lunch. It was great. Then kids got sick, made us sick, a major project on work went off the rails and I worked crazy long hours.
SparkPeople is a double edged sword. I as doing well, and tracking my food, but I missed a day logging in which broke my log in streak, and it seemed pointless to log in. I think for me the streaks are counter productive. I am a black and white, one and off, 1a and 0s kinda girl. I have traditionally been a messed up, missed a mark and since it is no longer perfect, time to just throw it all away. And so I did chuck it all in for a few weeks, and it shows. My belly is starting to get bigger than my boobs which is no mean feat. I need to make a break through. I have been bouncing, up and down the same 20 lbs for a while now. I have been stuck between low 240s and low 220s.
I could just scream. I will hatch a plan this weekend. Something attainable yet ambitious. In the immortal words of George Jetson, "Jane get me off this crazy thing!!"