Super Bowl & Doubts
Friday, February 03, 2012
So not much new here. Still just doing what I'm supposed to. Haven't had any more weight loss but thats okay. I know it'll happen eventually. Still about 2 lbs. away from 10 lbs. total lost so I haven't been able to reward myself with a Leslie Sansone video yet. I am looking forward to that though because I am getting a little bored with what I am doing. I've shortened my exercise bike times just a little bit lately but I upped the resistance so I think thats okay too. I'll work my way back up to longer sessions. I tried to do push-ups today. I did four. LOL Hopefully I'll get to work on that too.
Super Bowl Sunday is coming up & I'm going to a party for it. I'm not much of a football person but I do love parties. I need to bring a dish to pass so I'm thinking of making this corn salad recipe my mom gave me. I'm going to swap out the regular mayo with olive oil mayo & the sour cream with greek yogurt. I think it'll still be tasty & then I'll be sure that I'll be able to eat something healthy at the party. I'm a little worried because I was always one to bring a yummy dessert and I'm not sure people will like this as much as my desserts. Oh well I guess.
The other night I asked my husband if he thought I could actually do this... lose weight. He said "yes". For some reason though I don't believe him. He's never given me reason to not believe him. I know it's just my own doubt creeping in & keeping me from believing him but I'm not sure what to do about it. I've let myself down so many times in the past that I actually don't believe myself. AARGH! I think all I can do is to prove myself wrong this time. Then if there's ever another time that I doubt myself I can look back at this & say that I actually did it. I've been doing good for 3 weeks now, I don't see why I couldn't keep this going. I don't want the past 3 weeks to be for nothing!