It's monday and the start of the work week for me. But it seems that everyday is a work day. Especially when you have kids,and a fiance. Who you totally adore with all your heart. Yet, it seems like every moment my time is going none stop. I feel like there is this force pulling me to get up and keep going and doesn't really stop til bed time,usually after 9.
But for some reason, I should be on cloud nine. My mind,well not so much. I tried going to sleep last night,yet my head kept racing of all the thoughts of my upcoming wedding, succeeding at this program. Trying to retrain my mind and body to eat better again. I kind of lost somewhere along the way.
Do you ever feel like a robot? Someone sets the program for the day and off you go. Up and out of bed most of the time,I wake up before the alarm goes off. And let the second one wake my fiance. My two year old daughter,God Bless her heart,starts calling mommy about 15 minutes before I want to get out of bed.
Then its out the bed I go,race to follow the schedual, brush the teeth wash the face,etc... Kiss my daughter good morning. go downstairs make two cups of coffee,and a cup of milk for my daughter.
Get dressed quickly,and dress Ariana quickly, go downstairs get her lunch and things prepared for her babysitters house. Try to actually drink my cup of coffee. After struggling with my two year old to come downstairs and watch Dr.Seus every morning. In an hour I accomplish so much,never time to have breakfast. Nor do I really want to eat that early.
So I get just enough time to jump on line, usually facebook,and now Spark.
Then my work day begins at 9am and will run til 5. most days. My fiance and I work together,and always take lunch from 1 to 2. Cleaning move outs, vacuuming,painting etc to a 90 unit townhouse complex that we work and live in.
Constantly on the go.
But when I have the time, this is where I am online. Or talking on the phone to my mom who is one of my greatest supporters,along with my oldest daughter,almost 19 attending college in another state. I miss her so much.
Emotions can run high at times, and I try not to let it get to me.
As of this summer my finance and I plan to get married after almost 6 years. so I am excited to say the least. Now I have to add to my routine, wedding preparations, fit in my excersise routine Time just for me. Then also have one on one time with my two year old,which I do most nights,usually dinner,or we go shopping at the store. She loves to go shopping,and is my little helper when it comes to cleaning. She knows all the cleaning products by name.lol!!
of course last but not least time with my fiance. Since we work together and live together we have our own seperate time when we get home. Then on Fridays we usually have time home alone after our daughter goes to bed.
that in a nut shell is my usual daily routine.