Cry Me A River ;(
Saturday, January 28, 2012
Stopping by to say HEY!
Today started off good until I find out my oldest daughter has a fever of 102 I hate when she gets sick this is what causes me to go back to my old habits from living in the hospital with my daughter on and off for 9 years it tends to weigh down on me and I would turn to not focusing on eating healthy just eating.
My 9 year old daughter was born with a liver diease with so many surgeries all the way up until she had to live on oxygen due that her lungs started to fail and cause her liver to give out completely. Getting on the liver transplant list and receiving her new liver November 23 2009 was our big Thanksgiving gift. I knew things wouldn't get better FAST!
But, for 2 years her liver has been through rejection after rejection causing US to have to be in the hospital for days, weeks and sometimes months. So this weigh down on me all the time. Jsu by me typing this I'm crying cause I'm feeling the urge to just give up once again. Trying to mange taking care of a sick child then another child thank God she's healthy. Then school, working and trying to be a great single mom that I can.
Okay just thought I would vent. I'm going to push forward even if I have to take 30 min walks throughout the hospital that's something.
Thanks for reading. Smooches!!!