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The Dreaded deed...

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Okay so today I had to do something I have been dreading, I so dislike doing this but it was time.. after all its been a year and I duno about two weeks.
So I got up this morning and I did it... I called the Dr. Office and made an appointment for my yearly check up and pap. I don't know which is harder making the call or making myself go to the appointment lol... okay, yes I do making myself go. I have always HATED having to go to the Dr. much less when its time to do this. I know its crazy and its not the worst thing to have to do. Its just so darn uncomfortable. After having two kiddos you would think I would be use to it. And for awhile after going threw all the check ups and such I felt like I was getting use to it... so why now and I dreading it like the pleg??! I don't know... I am hoping and praying that all my blood work will come back really good.. and you know what if it doesn't then something Really wrong because I have been eating so much better and working out so much, well since this past August but that's almost 6 full months now.. so it should be good. Right? Ah its crazy.. I know I will go and sit and wait and wait and that part kills me to have to do when I know what I have to do lol... But after all the waiting they'll do there thing and I'll get blood work done then BAM its over and I get to leave go home and shower after feeling violated. lol I know alittle dramatic but it does feel that way to me lol Anyways then its over and then I will some what for get all about it except for the waiting to get my cholesterol levels back and all that.

Okay so just had to get this out there.. I am hoping maybe I will stress it alittle less having said it! lol And the appointments not until Feb 3rd. So hopefully know I can forget about it until then. anyways Thanks for reading... sorry for the craziness lol

I hope you all have a GREAT day today!!!!
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  • BERBIL
    I understand how you feel and I have used the word violated with reference to that check too! At least it's over and done with quickly! I wouldn't mind betting you will see some huge improvements in your blood work too
    2455 days ago
  • IAM_HIS2
    emoticon ...soon it will be over. Now move onto what you'd like to do and what good things happened today. Worrying about your upcoming appt. will just rob you of energy and peace.
    2457 days ago
  • CHANGINGSAM
    I dread that doctor's appointment too! As much as we don't like it, we have to do it. That's just a part of keeping yourself healthy. I'm sure everything will be all right. Just relax.

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    2458 days ago
  • no profile photo MISSY994
    I'm sure your blood work will be .... just a number. Just like the scale, it's just a number sweetie, it doesn't change how much you've been taking care of yourself. Your body is your home, you are your soul.
    2458 days ago
  • WINNIE1978
    Thanks for reminding me that I need to schedule my yearly too. emoticon
    2458 days ago
  • CHANGING4ME49
    emoticon I understand how you feel. Hang in there my friend. It will be over before you know.
    2458 days ago
  • MENNOLY
    Is it possible that you need to find a different gyn? I know that I far prefer the one I see now and for the last 16-17 years than the one I saw when I had the 1st 2 kids. The practice is only women and my gyn shares my somewhat unusual gap between first children and last child, so she was never judgmental the way the first practice was. Admittedly there are other things I would rather do but it is only once a year and over the last umpteen years we have developed a warm relationship. In fact we both shared a GP and have had to find a new one when he took his practice concierge. Good luck!
    2458 days ago
  • TRACYNOTGIVINUP
    Well Tara I have mine in April but I.had a worse experience today....had to make an appointment for my daughter to go!!! She has had the blessing that a woman at the ped office has background in ob/gun and Kaleigh has had issues with her cycles all along. Now the woman is leaving and.I had to find her a new doctor to keep her meds. Ugh I am.bothered by this more than.I was about her getting her driving permit.

    Good luck and.I hope all.goes quickly!!!!
    2458 days ago
  • JABBYJABBY
    is it every 3 years ? it could save your life . just think once its done thats it.
    2458 days ago
  • BBORDEN86
    Don't stress so much. Sometimes it makes the whole process uncomfortable if you are tense. Just relax... breathe! It helps me relax knowing that they see people all day. It's just a job! For example... I mail letters at the dealership all day. I don't focus on any ONE address forever. I write it down, stamp it, and send it. Then I'm done with it. But I understand feeling violated. No one else but you and your husband should be in that region... Lol. So yeah! But just breathe, it will make things so a lot more smoothly.
    2459 days ago
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