Emerging from a Blur
Monday, January 23, 2012
I looked on my spark people page and noticed I hadn't blogged in almost a year. I did some serious soul searching this past weekend. I asked myself, why do I feel I have had so much failure in my life. I have always taken on too much and prided myself in doing a good job. Therefore, putting too much pressure on doing well. In the meantime, I end up doing a mediocre job at best. This is the best way to describe how I have defined my life. Last year I got so far off track and got to the point that I didn't care. I allowed the pressures of my life to take over. I am putting my foot down with myself. I will set boundries and only do those things that make me feel good and not just from obligation. I need help holding my feet to the fire on this. I am feeling that I can finally emerging from this blur.