The pants

Sunday, January 15, 2012

Oh the pants....officially are painful to zip. HOW COULD I DO THIS TO MYSELF!?!?!!?? And I'm not talking just one pair of pants, I'm talking ALL of my pants. HOW COULD I DO THIS TO MYSELF?!?!?!?!
So, officially, I'm done. This is not loving me. This is hating me. How can I motivate others and treat others respectfully but treat myself like this? HOW COULD I DO THIS TO MYSELF!?!?!?! I wake up every morning with the intention to do better today and then I get down on myself about something and give up. HOW COULD I DO THIS TO MYSELF!?!?!?! I know I love me, but I need to love me more, and truly. And unconditionally. It's not fair to be so hateful to myself. HOW COULD I DO THIS TO MYSELF?!?!?!
Here's where it stops. Right here. Right now.
I have a lot of plans for myself this year. Lots of athletic feats including running a marathon. 26.2 miles of just me and its going to be a hell of feat if I am toting around an extra 20lbs. I don't want to do that to myself. I owe it to me to take care of myself.
So that's what I'll be doing. Taking care of me. And it starts right now!!!! Muah, to me!!!
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    So, we'll un-do it to run at a time. Chin up & run girl!
    3394 days ago
  • ERINBEAR1876
    "How could I do this to myself?"

    I ask myself that a lot. But you know what you can do FOR yourself today :o} I am so excited to run with you, and also to be embarking on this journey with you!!

    3394 days ago
    Wow!!! You are planing a Marathon... I wish you lots and lots of fun. I dream of one too but am fare away from that one. emoticon I hope to do a 10k in the summer and stay at that level after it. This is my running goal this year.
    Go girl, one you start training for the marathon you will fit into your pans again. Don't be mad at you!
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    3403 days ago
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