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Sunday, January 15, 2012

Hell in a handbag I am so far off the reservation I can't even see a way back. Know what I had for breakfast yesterday? (while lying in bed watching Dr Who). 4 frozen cupcakes, that's right, I said frozen, I didn't even wait for them to thaw. and some chocolate.

know what I had for dinner that evening? 3 toasted bagels with butter and the rest of the chocolate. There was a burger and fries at lunch time. and some crisps.

today I had a cheese wrap for breakfast and a banana and some chocolate for lunch. I imagine chocolate will appear in my dinner plans too.

It appears that I don't deal with my emotions. Instead I attempt to suffocate them with food. When that doesn't work, I throw some more food on top of them in the hope they'll go away.

What am I all emotional about? see here http://dubaigirlrants.wordpres
s.com/ and the interview on Friday. Not only am I eating everything in sight as long as it's bad for you but I've also not booked the flight yet and didn't do a scrap of research this weekend.

I am well and truly burying my head in the sand. And I know I'm doing it but can't seem to get off! I fuly expect to be in the 220s next week when the interview is over and I forsee myself calming the f down and sorting myself out properly.

David, you're right, I need to make plans to cope. Sadly I am just not there yet. It's chaos in my head, my food, my life.
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  • FATINVT
    I hear ya, I had a major binge day yesterday (I was actually scooping marshmallow fluff and peanut butter directly out of their jars and into my mouth...yeah). Try to hit "reset" today, don't dwell over the past, just face the future!
    2464 days ago
  • APIE159
    I would suggest you to move to the U.S. but our guys are about the same.
    2465 days ago
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