I'm baaaaaaack!!!

Thursday, January 12, 2012

where do I even begin? the last several months have been soooooooo hard. I guess I will do the Cliff's Notes version...

In early September I discovered my husband of almost 15 years has been cheating on me for the last 5 years. Within 2 days my untreated depression landed me in the hospital for the next 5 days. I am now on medication and seeing a psychologist. I'm feeling better, but every day is a new day and sometimes still a real struggle.

My "husband" and I are separated but still living in the same house...sigh! After alot of arguing with each other we are finally in agreement that this is the best decision for us right now. In the spring I plan to go to school to become a medical assistant. Then after this school year is over for our daughter, her and I will be moving into our own place. I'm excited and scared all at the same time!

Needless to say in all this mess I fell off the get healthy, exercise and lose weight wagon. I'm doing my best to get back on track, but it's a challenge. HA! challenge? that's an understatement! I'm ready to get this part of my life back in order. Surprisingly I have only put on 10 lbs of what I lost so I am still down about 50 lbs.

So...here's to finding me! emoticon
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  • BRDGT262
    Well, first off, welcome back!!! Glad to see you are doing this for yourself, I know it will help you! I am so sorry to hear what you have had to go through these past few months! That is such a hard thing to deal with. My husband cheated on me when we were together for 9 years. My depression actually led me back to him, seems stupid but I wanted it to work. I think it is unhealthy though, cause I don't think I will ever fully trust him anymore or love him the way I used to. I am so proud of you for being strong through all of this!!!! You definitely need to find your own place, that will help alot! I will be keeping you in my prayers! Just focus on you and getting healthy again! Way to go on keeping almost all your weight off, that is awesome too! emoticon
    3447 days ago
  • SDM0618
    I'm so proud of you...YOU are one strong woman...I can't wait for you to accomplish all you set out to do. emoticon Love ya
    3450 days ago
    Hun this is the best time for you to get on the wagon..You take control of your life!! get in shape, be happier and healthier than you ever where with him. You have a wonderful child to be there for and I are special.
    3451 days ago
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