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Detoxing? Brain meltdown??

Thursday, January 12, 2012

OMGosh, what a bizarre week this has been. Today is day #3 of NO COFFEE and taking vitamins & supplements. I think my body is releasing all the bad stuff & it's now floating freely around my system waiting to be expelled. I freaked out because my husband's truck was missing. I thought someone stole it & I was afraid to go home. He took it to work that morning & I *neglected* to see his car beside mine and also that the truck was missing in the morning. So that afternoon, I freaked out. How embarrassing! I called his employer & asked that they get in touch with his supervisor to have him call home. Yeah. He laughed at me all evening. Jerk. I always change my shoes at work. I forgot one day (apparently) and tried to wear my work shoes home. ??? Then the next day I made sure I changed my shoes & forgot to put on my (lovely) hairnet. ??? I forgot what day of the week it was & showed up at work a 1/2 hour early. (Better early than late, I guess.) OMGosh, I feel like I have lost all control!!!! It's a little scary not knowing what I'm capable of next. And don't get me started on what day of the week it is!!!

My older son woke up with pink eye yesterday & I took him to the dr. That was fun.

I'm struggling with this January Challenge. I normally do 1 hour of Zumba per day. It's been hard to squeeze in all these extra videos on top of it. I'm exhausted & I think I need to modify my Zumba schedule so I can do both. And now I'm SO hungry all the time. I haven't lost any weight. I'm so frustrated because I think with my intake & exercise I SHOULD be losing weight. I think my thyroid is messed up. EERRRGGG!!! I'm just frustrated.

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    Great job on quitting smoking!! I quit a little over a year ago & what a huge difference in my endurance, lung capacity, and overall health. You should be very proud of yourself! Thanks for your kind words. I won't give up. I can't. I'm on a mission. It's just taking longer to accomplish than I thought it would.
    2629 days ago
    You can do it! Don't give up! I'm on Day 12 of not smoking...I felt like a mess last week but fantastic this week! It only gets better! :)
    2629 days ago
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