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must cancel neurologists appointment today.

Thursday, January 12, 2012

zakariya is really not at all well with the chicken pox.even if i had found a babysitter for him for me to go to the neurologist i would have still had to cancel.it would have been diferant if lotfi was here or his sister could have come then i would have gone but as they are not i must cancel.in away i am glad as i am so,so tired that my whole body aches.will nip ayman to his kinder garten so i have a bit of greak from him at least(don´t get me wrong i love him but you know what i mean)luckily the kinderkarten is just across the road which is great as i can watch him when sitting at the computer when they go in the playground to play.otherwise i couldn´t just nip out as it means leaving zakariya alone for about 5 minutes the time it takes to go ,take aymans coat etc off and get back home.been awake most the night with zakariya he has 40 fever and is complaining of headaches and stomache aches(to do with the fever i thing)he seems to be looseing his voice and his asthma is also flareing up.hoping his fever soon sinks or we might have to concider hospital and then i wouldn´t be able to visit him off if that happens because of ayman.i will be really bad when lotfi get backs.it would be nice if he could come back early but he is ill over in tunisia so wont be able to travel i am only hoping he will be able to travel when he is suppose to come home.even though he is now out of hospital there he is still ill and both him and his father had to go to dr´s yesturday.(for those who don´t know lotfi´s dad has cancer and thedr´s say they can´t do anything more for him except ease the pain)which is why he is over there as once he starts his training end of january then the new job after the traing god willing he wont be able to visit him later in the year.anyway i have no choice but to cancel neurologist and if i am honest i am a bit relieved as i am afraid of what the neurologist will say when i go.nothing like burrying your head in the sand,lol.here´s to better days.take care my friends and remember to keep smiling.
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