Wednesday, January 11, 2012
Yes, that's how I felt earlier when I woke up. LIKE CRAP!!! Woke up to find out it's my time of the month. UGH!!! I felt like crap belly hurt. I didn't want to get the kids up, but they had to go to school. After eating breakfast drinking some water. I took my vitamins and some pain pills and things became better. I was going to hold out on working out today, but started to feel better so I did 30 mins of the 28 day Bootcamp dvd. Felt oh so good to do it. Like I said once before NO EXCUSES!! Not even my time of the month will make me not do what I need to do. But, I guess I can say, I'm happy it came now instead of coming on my bday next week Monday.
Also I'm happy to be going back to school tonight. I haven't been to school since August last year when I graduated with my associates degree. Now going back for my bachelors degree in Long Term Health Care Management. Would love to start my on elderly nursing home or hospice. So want to make sure I have that education I need to do it. Wish me luck!
I'm thinking about doing myself weekly weigh in with pictures ever Fridays. So I can see the different in my journey. I thought that would be something to look back on in the future to see how far I've came and also to motivate me to keep moving forward. Hmmm! Just a thought. Well maybe this Friday or Saturday I will have my oldest daughter take a picture of me.
I will call my blogs for those days Picture Me at........ and have my weight for that week. So when i do reach my goal weight I can see my pictures back to when I weight 265 and I can see how I look and picture myself at that size to motivate me to not GO BACK THERE. Picture Me at..... Starts this Saturday. Kind of happy about see how different I will change not just on the outside, but on the inside.
This weight lost journey is for me to be more happy about myself, to not look in the mirror and shy away from myself due that I cant stand to see that I've let myself go. I'm about to be 31 next week Monday. I feel it's time for me to take care of myself. I have to be around for my girls. I've always put myself on hold due that I have a ill child that had a liver transplant in 2009. I had to put myself on HOLD because I couldn't focus on myself at that time, but things are getting a little better. Her hospital visits coming to be less and less. Rejection to her liver has become to get less and less. So I want to focus on myself. But it will be a challenge with kids, hospital visits, working and school. But, I have to find a way to manage it without going back to my old habits. :)
Tonight at school will be a challenge for me. I'm at school from 6 to 10 that's my snack and dinner time and the school has so many unhealthy vending machines there. I will take me two bottles of water, some special k chips in a zip lock bag, and a special k bar. I will eat a quick Healthy Choice meal before I go to school. So hmmm I think I have that all plan don't you think?
Well I'm off time to eat lunch.
Everyone have a great Wednesday. :) Smooches