I wish worstest was a word

Saturday, January 07, 2012

I wish worstest was a word because then I would know this is the worst that it's going to get.

My baby has a fever after getting vaccinated yesterday, not enough for the hospital, just enough to make me feel like a crappy mom for injecting him with dead viruses.

My dog slipped a disc in her back. $450 later she has medicine. Hoping this us what it is. Wish I would have taken her in on Monday, but I just thought she was a bit sore. Today (Fter being fine yesterday) she couldn't use her front paws.

The cat received too much post op medicine so her spay and meds and follow up was $650.

I have a new baby (2months) who has decided to start getting up every 2 hours again so no sleep for me.

Issues with my Gran came to a head after she sent out a note about thank you notes. Of which I'd thanked her on the phone, over e-mail and sent a hardcopy in the mail. I was livid. We have had issues in the past that I bit my tongue about because I was taught to be nice to old people. Even when they criticize most of what you say and do.

I'm running on empty and crying for no reason...not like the ppd I had with my first 2 so thinking maybe just stress and lack of sleep, but it's still embarrassing.

Then today (after a week of careful exercise and dilligent dieting) my pants wouldn't do up! It was just the last straw. Normally I'd laugh it off, wear different pants, and move on, but after everything else it feels personal. I have spiteful pants.
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  • SARAHL817
    In terms of the vaccine - it's better for him to have a fever now than to get some terrible disease that he could have been vaccinated against.

    In terms of everything else - sometimes life just dumps everything bad on you all at the same time. The important thing is to just get back up the next day and fight. Yeah, sometimes things suck, but you can't let it ruin your life.

    I hope everything gets better!
    3107 days ago
  • no profile photo CD8831231
    Your not a bad Mom because your baby received an injection, How would you feel if your baby became ill because he was not injected and you could have prevented the illness?
    3107 days ago
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