I'm still not there.

Thursday, December 08, 2011

My weight is staying the same. My eating is staying the same. My workouts are sporadic. And my pants are hard to get on and button. The angry lines are on my stomach. I refuse to buy a larger size. Especially when I still want to move down a size!

The good news? I'm acknowledging when a workout feels good. Last night I skipped my workout, but did get 8 hours of sleep. That 8 hours really felt no different than when I get 6 or 7 hours. Today I did get my workout in. Woohoo! But eating wasn't great. We had a work meeting, and I had a burger and fries for lunch. Nothing healthy about it. The other female in my division had a salad. She is gorgeous. I knew the whole time if I ordered a salad I would be on the road to looking as gorgeous as her. But no such luck. I am me. With an appetite for hot food. Cold salad in the winter? No thank you. Before a meal, sure, but as a meal? I'll pass.

But tomorrow is Friday. Saturday I'll be at my parents house. Sunday most likely will bring church and driving back to my apartment. We shall see. The boyfriend is moving out of his place and into mine....at some point. But only for the rest of December. Then he will be a traveling sales man. And I will see him sporadically. And things are going to get tough. However, I do think my stress level will go down a little. Mainly because I will have more control of my schedule. But we will see.

How are you doing? My weight has nothing to do with the Holidays. Does yours?
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  • GOOSE6510
    So sorry girl! I am kinda in the same boat...been working out regularly, but eating like a cow. It's not the holidays, it's the lack of motivation, it's cold outside, I want hot fattening foods too...Gotta get a grip! My issue is the craving of crappy stuff...those comforts, I guess. Gotta find healthy options of those foods! You can get through the distance thing! You will appreciate him more and having your space is kinda nice when you are living together!
    2355 days ago
    I think I'm about in the same place as you, and the last week and a half have felt better than the past several months. I'm working out almost regularly again, but controlling my eating is hard. My weight gain and stagnation isn't a result of the holidays either, it's just me. :/

    We've got to hold on to that "I am awesome!" feeling we get right after workouts!!!
    2355 days ago
    Honey, I am a hot mess. Clothes are tight, weight isnt even staying the same anymore, its GOING UP. But, have I done anything? NO! UGGGGH! I'm still piggin out!
    2356 days ago
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