Friday, December 02, 2011

I am always under a lot of stress. I am a relatively healthy 61 year old female who has been with out male companionship for 16 years. Believe me, celibacy is not al it's cracked up to be ! I have lost all trust in men so I don't see one in my future. This is not how I thought my life would turn out. I am very sad most of the time. Most of my life I have been an " I " instead of a " WE ". It's just sad to be alone. I don't mean to sound like, " Poor me," it's just that this is supposed to help out with my stress level,writing this all down I mean. I have other stressors, but this is the one weighing heavy on my mind right now.I sleep a lot because my dreams far outshine my reality. The Holidays most likely have a lot to do with this.........Ahhh.... Christmas, the most wonderful time of year is often the saddest for a lot of us. Please don't get me wrong I have a lot to be thankful for and my faith is strong. I know my God will take care of me. I just wish I had made better choices in my life............Alas today is a new day !
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    I see you joined the Recovering Alcoholics Team. Welcome. There is nothing more reassuring than making the process of the steps a part of daily life. I'm glad you have faith, now the "works" can begin. There is so much more than living in regrets.
    I wish you courage, strength, and hope.
    3480 days ago
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    ...and yet, every night we thank GOD for getting us through the day & every morning we pray for strength to make it through to the long as we still see the glass as half-full, we're ahead of the game...hang in there,'re not alone.
    3480 days ago
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