Today I'm Tired
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
I am soooooo tired today.
I don't want to track my calories. I don't want to work out. I don't want to pack for my trip this weekend. I don't want to play with my kids. I don't want to do my weekly weigh-in.
I just want to curl up in my bed with popcorn and a good book. I want to completely ignore all that needs done and hide under my covers in warm jammies.
I have been so wiped out this week I have really struggled staying on track with diet and exercise. I am only two weeks from the big Florida vacation, now is no time to run out of steam!
But I just can't seem to get everything done. The holidays are overwhelming me and my "To Do" list is leaving me near tears. So many demands from work, from home, from church...
My joy with self-care, my powerful feelings of being in control, my excitment over my weight loss...all fading. I just don't have the time or energy for it.
And so I am falling back to square one...no time for me because everyone and everything is more important.
How can I keep all these balls juggling? How can I get it all done? When can I sneak in a nap?
This. is. hard.