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Saturday, November 26, 2011

Well About 3 or 4 weeks ago i said i was going to try and lose 15lbs for the month of november...and of course because for once i was being positive and trying to meet a goal...i didn't do a damn thing....i went to the gym maybe 9 times this month and i didn't lose a damn pound.i ate everything i wanted...i didn't even get on spark and enter what i was eating...only cuz i didn't want to see that number of calories...i would have felt even sick of this yo-yo crap...i know im the one in control of it all. but its hard.. its a constant struggle for me...but i've wanted this for so long i can't give up now...wats 50 more lbs right?? my goal is 80...i've lost i'm almost half way into it.
i don't want to give up. I CANT & I WONT.....i took a little break..ate like i'd never seen food before and now its time to get back on track, & try to stay on

Im Sick of always saying.."Time To Get Back On Track"
I Need To Just Stick With It For Once
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    You can do it! Track your food and you'll notice those numbers going down!!
    2334 days ago
  • GENRE009
    I think it's great that you lost 38 pounds already, but it seems like you still allow yourself to yoyo. I feel like I have a problem with control during the holidays too! At least you are going to the gym. So, far I haven't gotten motivated yet. I know that I just need to push myself, and not wait for some inspiration. But boredum and loneliness seems to be why I medicate myself with alot of food lately. I really need to change my life, and fill it with more activities, and people. I hope that some of the things I mentioned helped you! Good luck. I need to loose about 50 pounds myself.
    2336 days ago
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