Trying to remain strong!!!
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Gosh it is getting close to the holidays! I am getting a little scared. I keep flutuating everyday! I need to get it together, but I am still remaining strong. I am about to do a 45 min run! I can't wait. I never thought in a million years I would say that. I am struggling everyday at work. My ex works with me I see him everyday actually in the same department. It is hard I am remaining strong from all of the stress, desk moved was the best. I was sitting next to him. We are remaining friends with each other at this point I am saying that but I think I really want anything to do with him. I have really moved on with another guy. Who I adore. It can stress me out and make me think about eating my vices donuts or anything with high fat of sugar I love pies, cookies, and candies. I am addicted. I have been really good here! I have one month and I have potential to move to another department sucks. I am a supervisor, maybe then I can be even stronger and not give into temptations or with holiday goodies, my goal is stay at current weight or lose 2 lbs.