Life's Hard

Monday, November 21, 2011

so get over it.

That's what I keep telling myself, but it doesn't work. I'm still angry and depressed and just plain tired.

I've got a little over a month to go before I get my sleep titration study. (That's where they fit you for a CPAP machine for sleep apnea.)

I'm losing weight, slowly, but surely so that's a good thing.

I think my biggest problem is that my grandmother is becoming senile. Quickly. She's started being cranky and forgetful all the time. Everything is my fault. (She dropped her glasses in the trash can and insisted on looking for them in places they couldn't have possibly gotten. Like on top of cabinets that neither one of us could reach.)

I'm trying to deal with her problems and mine and lose weight at the same time. It's not easy, but I'm not going to let someone else cause me to stop trying to take care of me.

That is my promise to ME!
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    Just take it one day at a time. I can tell you are a very strong courageous woman and I know you will weather this. There is a very special place in heaven for wonderful people like you that take care of others. I hope you have a wonderful Thanksgiving! emoticon
    3297 days ago
    emoticon It is very hard to take care of someone and yourself at the same time. Please don't get yourself down. I am doing the same thing with my 86 yr old mother. Hang in there. Don't turn to food as a comfort. Your still dropping pounds, so your doing good. Keep a bottle of water in your hands at all time. Stop by if you just want to vent. Been there, done that and still doing it. Positive thoughts for you and your grandmother. Hang in there. You can do this, your worth it!!! emoticon emoticon Judy
    3299 days ago
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