Monday, November 14, 2011
For those of you not versed in the acronyms of the fertility world ... TTA means "Trying to avoid."
DH surprised me this weekend by saying he'd like to TTA for a while. Long story short, "a while" means we need to pay down at least one of my student loans. Meaning, a year or so.
I'm at a loss. I don't want to work DH to death, don't get me wrong. But I'm 33. And AF is here ... so I'm a little emotional.
I feel the emotional eater in me wanting to come out and eat ... eat what? I don't even have a specific craving. Psh. Lame. Guess I'll munch some celery.
Just had to share. I'm an emotional mess, and I know that in the past that would have greatly affected my calorie range. Like eating a whole bag of M&Ms is going to fix the fact that I want to be a mom so badly. I want a baby, not a food baby!
And I want my husband. I'm just feeling rather blindsided by this news, and it has cause some strife. Nothing we can't get past, but still ... I miss feeling closer to him.
Anybody got any good verses for this one? I'm all ears ... really really REALLY want to let the Holy Spirit in on this one.