And scale victories ...
Friday, November 11, 2011
Well, after being stuck at 187.6 for what seemed like forever, I got up this morning and found myself at 185. And my clothes have suddenly seemed significantly looser this week. To top it off, my husband can see a difference.
Tomorrow I plan to do my last day of week 4 C25K. It took me a little longer to finish this week, because I wasn't always able to use the treadmill and sometimes had to supplement with elliptical and didn't want to move on until I had a solid week of running. Not nearly as nervous about week 5 now! I think I'm starting to enjoy it.
I'm waiting for my period to start. I'm actually a little bit tired of waiting. I should be excited, because this is a nice solid cycle for me, indicating things are back to normal and going great following everything that happened in the last few months. But I'm a little down because we would have been finding out our little one's gender about now. So I really want to get on with getting back to "possibly" getting pregnant. Especially since having a slightly longer than usual luteal phase makes me think things like "What if we somehow got pregnant? What if this isn't just my typical luteal phase nausea??" Ugh. I hate overanalyzing ... I really just want to relax. And I think I will once my period starts.
Plus - frankly - I've been good all week, and would really like to have a drink or two with my husband tonight. But I can't until I rule out the very slim possibility that we got pregnant.
Six pounds total down! That IS exciting! I want to be excited!