Thursday, November 10, 2011
So in all the excitement of yesterdays huge news, (see Lucky, still reeling and he was so funny today at work, grinning and blushing, so sweet) and I forgot about something else. Last week, I had a argument with a girl at work and haven't really spoken to her since. It didn't matter to her that her accusation was completely unfounded, others spoke up for me and denied it, or anything else for that matter, she seemed like she wanted to be mad at me. There was an Amish fellow who vouched for me and if you can't believe an Amish man there is something wrong with you.
I'm saddened by the lose of a friend, but I do feel that I did all I could to salvage it. I worried a lot about that for several days. A friendship that has spanned years is worth a little extra effort to maintain, but under the circumstances, I'm unsure what else I can do. I've had to accept that the ball has been in her court for a while and she is not interested in healing the rift.
I was talking to a mutual friend and in discussing it, she expressed that things were strained between herself and the other woman. Another friend had spoken up about the change in the woman. Many have noticed and urged me to let it go.
I feel vindicated by what they say, better that others can reassure me, and secure in the knowledge that I did try. Even if it wasn't enough.