Why cant I stop?
Wednesday, November 09, 2011
It seems no matter how determined I am to losing wight ( or maybe I should say how determined I think I am), I keep sabbatoge myself. I keep over eating on the unhealthy things and undereating on the good things ( fruits and veggies). It is girl scout cookie time around here and in 2 work days I managed to eat a whole box of cookies and 1/3 of a nother. Why why oh why must I do this. I have spells of working out several days in a row then I stop. Fastfood breakfast seems to be my morning routine most work days as well as fast food lunch. I will take my lunch to work, but then decide that my morning was crazy and hectic and that I need " fattening" food to get through the rest of the day and that " healthy" lunch in the fridge just won't cut it. Eating my lunch I bring sure will help my pant size get smaller and my wallet to get bigger but it dosen't work.
I just need to buckel down, get serious about what I eat or I know I won't be around to have a family. I just don't know what will eventually give me that wake up moment. My husband and I have agreed we will not start a family until I lose weight, but even that dosen't seem to work