Really...again...

Why is this happening??? I am tired of being a statistic. I know that I am not alone in being a statistic, but I just don't want to be one anymore. Besides, I thought I was finished being one!!

I have been waiting for my life to take a better turn. At the end of May I started a job with State Farm and I thought, "Finally! My life is going to turn around!!" Well, I was wrong!! I was let go from that job today as the position was being terminated. I can't believe it, but in some ways I can. I really liked the job, liked what I was doing, so I guess it just wasn't meant to be.

It just makes me sad!! I thought I was going to get my life straight after only working part-time for so long, but that was just pulled out from under me.

I know I shouldn't complain, there are people who are a lot worse off than I am. But, right now I feel the need to complain because I am miserable, cranky and sad.

So, Happy Halloween everyone!!!