WMS Pic Challenge - Week 7
Thursday, October 20, 2011
I feel like this should be subtitled "Tales Of A Mud Trudger"
(or "Tales Of A Water Treader")
I feel like I'm getting nowhere quick - I feel like I've been making lots of movements and not getting anywhere - but I also think I secretly know I've been sabotaging myself
Yep - you read that right - it finally hit me that the reason I haven't been making much progress lately is because I am afraid of where I am
When I got down to 214 I panicked - I haven't been that low in a long, long time (we're talking more than 20 years) - and so in my silent private panic mode, I kinda shut myself down, without even realizing it - I "let" myself plateau - I've learned so well that I know exactly what to do, even without giving it much thought, to keep myself from losing weight - for over a month now I've been bouncing around between 214 and 218
I need to start journaling again - every day - in my paper journal - and get over my fears and insecurities about moving toward a healthy weight
So, onto the Watch Me Shrink Pictures
There isn't much change really, to my eye (other than I seem to have become an even worse photographer - if that is possible), but as this chart shows, I did lose a few inches, and I am in the next size down of jeans - so I guess I am shrinking
White Outfit - Week 1 vs Week 7:
Black Outfit - Week 2 (start week) vs Week 7:
Imagine what I could do if I weren't afraid...