Reality never ends
Sunday, October 16, 2011
For me, being aware dealing with my hoarding and my health never ends is overwhelming.
However if I deal with this week, today, or even for right now, life and my surroundings are more manageable.
The other challenge is allowing interruptions be an excuse for me not to follow through - too easy for me to do with ADD unless I hyper-focus. Once I am interrupted, I rarely can get my rhythm back.
My better half, after 11 years, still does not understand this, continuing to stop my flow for the tiniest things. I know I should be able to get right back on task. Regaining focus and forward motion is a bear.
(It looks so innicent - lol)
Let's try this one
(Notice the chain - that is when I am in control)
Back to my abyss. Some days the abyss wins - some days I win. Sometimes I make me crazy.
And the winner today is...