36 weeks and ready to not be prego anymore!
Monday, September 26, 2011
This whole time I have tried to not complain about not sleeping well, back pain, cramps, and swollen feet, but last week I feel like I hit a wall w/ this pregnancy. I still don't want to complain because I am just thankful that I can BE pregnant and that we are both healthy so far and I'm not on bed rest or anything. That's what I have to keep reminding myself as things get more uncomfortable as this month passes.
I guess I am "nesting". I am not scrubbing my grout with a toothbrush or anything insane but I keep making all of these to do lists of things I HAVE to get done before he comes for work, home, baby stuff etc. It feels never ending and sometimes I don't have the energy. Even going grocery shopping tonight seemed like such a chore (prob bc I am not feeling well today) but thankfully my DH went with me :)
I have such a mix of emotions. I just want to meet him and hold him and not be pregnant anymore...but at the same time I have a fear of the unknown....WHEN/WHERE will I go into labor, how will I handle labor, how will labor go, and all the anxiety of being a first-time mom....and all of the excitement too!! :)