Forcing myself to be "The Strong One"..
Monday, September 26, 2011
What a horrible last couple of days .... My hubby's mom just passed suddenly on Saturday. I am beside myself with hurt for his family as they recently just buried their Grandmother 3 months ago. I am not usually "The Strong One" but I have to be right now when in reality all I really want to do is cry for them cause my heart breaks for them all.
I know that its going to be a not so good next couple of weeks/months and I need to prepare myself mentally and physically so I can be his support right now and still take care of our 15 month old and the house. Just losing my stepmother 5 months ago I'm judging my capabilities on doing this as everything from the past 5 months is still rather fresh in both our minds.
Doing horrible on eating and exercising to say the least as its the last thing on my mind right now as horrible as that is to say. So pushing forward I guess I need to keep my chin up and held high for him and his wonderful family and pray that God gives all of them the strength they all need to get through this .
It's only when we truly know and understand that we have a limited time on earth -- and that we have no way of knowing when our time is up -- that we will begin to live each day to the fullest, as if it was the only one we had.