Help! I'm eating & I cant get stopped!
Saturday, September 24, 2011
Anyone who knows me, knows that I dont blog very often. I dont feel like I have anything to say that anyone else will want to listen to. I'm blogging now as a way to keep me from eating. WHAT? WHY? I dont know. I was/am so inspired by the Ft Wayne Rally that I feel like me eating should be under control (the good Lori). The other part of me (bad Lori) has decided that I should eat everything in the house! & eat it all at once!
Yesterday started this insanity. I was ok while my aide was here, but when she left at 200 all he#$ broke loose. I wanted a baked apple made with Splenda & raisins, then an hour after that it was a bag of low fat chips. Then a decent dinner then an hour later another baked apple. Granted, all the food in my house is low fat, low cal but.....when you eat it all its not low cal! My life consists of either eating or sleeping! My sleep schedule is all messed up lately & I sleep in stretches of about an hour or 2 then up for a few hours. As soon as I wake up I want food. Go to the kitchen on the way to the living room. eat a salad, apple, ice cream, chips whatever then stay up for a few hours, sleep again & start over!
My body is in pain all the time, so exercise is not always an option.....my fibromyalgia tells me exercise is EVIL! So that is not a really good course of treatment for me. I would welcome any ideas, help, suggestions that anyone has as to stopping the Eating Monster that has invaded my body!