Friday, March 02, 2007
It' been a long hard few months
On December 13, Wendy, one of my dearest, closest friends was killed in a car wreck.
It was horrible, she was only 36 and she had just gotten remarried a year before.
She left behind 2 beautiful little girls, ages 3 and 12. It was devastating.
Then there were the holidays, which I did fairly well through.
Then my little Sister, Donna died suddenly from a blod clot.
That has just rocked my family.
I also have alot of stress going on in my family and my marriage.
We have some serious IRS woes.
I also have a pregnant child who had to turn her husband in for some devastating things she found on his laptop,
and he is in jail, leaving her and the baby they already have, in a really bad situation.
I thank God for my relationship with him,
I couldn't have survived this without HIM.
I have really struggled through that one...but I know he will sustain me.
Thanks to some of the things a Sister at SP said to me,
and reading some of what others here are going through...
I'm ready to start again. Lord help me to not binge.
I only re-gained about 6 of the 29 I had lost, and most (not all) of my binging
was low fat, fat free or sugar free stuff. I do recognize that the behavior itself is what I have to get under control thaough.