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Monday, September 19, 2011

The love of my life and my best friend died very unexpectedly Saturday morning of a massive heart attack. He’s been my everything for ten years. I often told him he was my sanity because without him some the events in those ten years would have driven me crazy. I’ve never felt a loss or pain like this before. Without my kids, I can’t imagine going on. My heart feels like it can’t heal, but my head tells me that over time it will.
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  • JIBBIE49
    emoticon I know this happened last September, but I do hope you are getting along well now. I certainly hope he had Life Insurance and everything covered for you so all has gone along well since.
    3159 days ago
    Please remember to take care of yourself. This will be an agonizing time in many ways. I've lost both of my parents in the last 3 years and it was so easy to look at food for comfort. Look outside yourself at your friends and family. Let them carry you through!


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    3319 days ago
    I am so sorry for your loss. emoticon
    3326 days ago
    Please give yourself as much time as possible with the grieving process. You may need more than a couple of days off from teaching. When you think you're ready to face your students, go back and know that they will, hopefully, be there to help you get through this. Just take one day at a time, with baby steps.
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