Two Depressing pictures for the record.

Monday, September 12, 2011

First picture.

The Above picture shows me sitting kinda secluded at a party... Now, dont get me wrong I have A lot of fun with my friends, and loosen up a lot, but for whatever reason on the day, I was soooo self concious, I couldnt STOP obsessing over what people were thinking about me, and I was swearing to myself that they were talking about me...

Second picture.

The Above picture is me, and Yes I look big, But the problem I really have with this picture is how I am holding my back.. I have seen SEVERAL picture recently where I am doing this, without conciousness of it. It just really puts things in perspective for me.
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    come join our watch me shrink pic. challenge u will love these pic. pic outfit post periodically
    3572 days ago
    My Friends are fun and easy going, and So am I for the most part, but when you are as overweight as I am, there are always times you cannot maintain a positive attitude,..there was just something throwing me off that day
    3572 days ago
    Your friends look like an easygoing and fun group of people! Try not to let the negative thoughts hold you back from a good time! I know that is easier said than done. Sometimes we need pictures and an outsiders view to see ourselves in a different light. Try to love yourself - you are beautiful!
    3572 days ago
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    Use the pics as inspiration for you're self. saying I can make this all better (including the back). Good Luck!
    3572 days ago
  • no profile photo GRAMPIAN
    You shouldn't be self-conscious. Might be an idea to have your back checked out. emoticon
    3572 days ago
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