Two Depressing pictures for the record.
Monday, September 12, 2011
The Above picture shows me sitting kinda secluded at a party... Now, dont get me wrong I have A lot of fun with my friends, and loosen up a lot, but for whatever reason on the day, I was soooo self concious, I couldnt STOP obsessing over what people were thinking about me, and I was swearing to myself that they were talking about me...
The Above picture is me, and Yes I look big, But the problem I really have with this picture is how I am holding my back.. I have seen SEVERAL picture recently where I am doing this, without conciousness of it. It just really puts things in perspective for me.