Just got my Motivation

So I was coming home from the grocery store tonight with my husband. We had just finished having dinner and on our way out, we ran into a friend of mine I haven't seen in six or five months. I almost didn't recognize her. She has lost so much weight that I almost didn't recognize her. And I was stunned at her transformation. And it really hit me at that moment, just how many damn excuses I have been giving myself why I haven't lost weight. Oh Ive been doing great on the working out, but my eating has been utterly out of control, like a freight train without brakes. And jezus she looked good. And I'm happy for her, but my god I have got to get my head out of my arse and stop screwing around with this stupid f'ing weight that I have been struggling with for the last what, four years? I am so done. No more eating out. No more binging on Taco Deli every day at work. No more eating two three cookies a day from work. I'm bringing a cooler to work. I'm gonna get my act together and I'm losing this weight. No more excuses!